Saturday, March 31, 2012

mei mei

At the pool

the big one
in the shower, and this little girl wouldn’t stop crying

i shampooed

i scrubbed

she kept crying

her voice wailed and echoed in the hall of showers


stalls of naked, busy women

i conditioned, i scrubbed

she kept crying

sobbing loudly.


i heard her mother’s voice,


Mei-mei, ne wei sah-mah tsai koo?

little one, why are you crying?

we are almost finished,

we will go home soon.


I peeped out of my stall

there she was, indeed

a shao mei-mei

standing

crying


slightly bending

the water bouncing off her little round toes,

crying


black wet hair stuck to the sides of her face

little yellow fists, held tight

naked

crying


mei-mei ne dhun wouh,

dan shei jo hua ja le...



Oh, little girl…

shao mei-mei

nothing changes

as a woman you will also cry

you will also want to come home

you will also have difficulty waiting

you will keep crying

nothing changes


you will cry for pain

for discomfort

for hunger

for love

you will keep crying

you will still cry


oh mei-mei

nothing changes.